10 Years.

This particular blog post has been on my mind for at least the last year. Even more so the last several months. I had intended to have it written and published on the 20th of June, but life got in the way. 10 years ago on the 20th of June I was sitting in my […]

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I F*cked Up.

Last night I broke my own heart into a million tiny pieces. I did something I knew I should not have done, I read Pearse’s facebook messages. He had left it logged on before we broke up and I couldn’t bring myself to log him out. I’d justified reading his messages, because if anyone were […]

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Expectations.

From the moment we are born we are told how beautiful we are even though we resemble a potato with a mouth. As soon as we make a noise we are told how brilliant and clever we are. While these comments are said in a loving manner, are they doing more harm than good? Growing […]

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Becoming ShawnyΒ 

The last six months have been a great journey of self discovery. I had become so lost, my anxiety was taking over my body, I had no control. Everyday was a flurry of being so upset that my life was flashing before my eyes, but being too anxious to change any part of my routine. […]

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I have news!Β 

It is outstanding how quickly news travels! Luckily this time it’s good news, and the only reason I haven’t yelled it from rooftops is because I am in denial. I can count on two hands the exact amount of people that I have told. Yet at least quadruple that amount of people know. So it […]

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Blonde? Blue? Brown?

For as long as I remember I have been blonde, or been wishing I was blonde. Having my Mum as a hairdresser for the first thirteen years of my life certainly came in handy. If I wanted more blonde foils put through my hair all I had to do was smile nicely in her direction. […]

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I have a problem.Β 

For some people this statement won’t come as a surprise. I am addicted to food.. It seems like such a silly thing, but my life revolves around food. I need to know at what specific times I’ll be eating, whether I’ll be involved in preparing the food, and what the food I am going to […]

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